Instead of Being Me.

Lonley is the web I weave,
I loath to be here so.
In my own dispair I grieve,
How did I sink so low?

Did the cloud cover my sun,
As I was basking so?
Forcing me to up and run,
Drop everything and go.

Leave me for so long to find,
I don't care for you now.
Make me leave my world behind,
And fix your broken vow.

I now see the big picture,
But I don't think you can.
I have no way to be sure,
Did you think you could plan?

I gave up a while ago,
Now please leave me alone.
You haven't a place to go,
Living a life of stone.

I hate you for all you did,
Please just don't talk to me.
Yes, I should have ran and hid,
Instead of being me.